my confessions

2009-07-19T23:09:00.000-07:00

Hi all!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know how dusty this blog of mine is. It is lack of updates and pictos, I've noted. I uploaded my pictures with boyf just now but after clicking done, the pictures didn't came out. Wharthefuck, blog macam sial! Oops. I sound abit harsh eh. Nevermind, I won't be using blogger already. Blogger account will be dead and gone soon. Alright, let's talk about past few days.
I've been quite busy la. Busy with loveones, especially boyf. Well, what can I say kan. Haha! I'm having pathetic cough and flu. I can't stand the flu man! Tidor tak lena, tak shiok tau! It's been five days. Can you all just imagine it? Boyf's been feeding me medicine. Awwww, how sweet....
Hehe.
Mum was warded in TTSH about three days, Tan Tock Seng Hospital la bodoh. Mum's finger macam sausage terbakar. I feel uncomfortable without her at home. I can see lots of difference without her at home. No food, no money, and of course the house was effing messy. So people out there, listen here. You need your mum at home, no matter what happens. Get that clear? Treasure your mum, cos I don't treasure mine when it comes to perang besar. (:
To those people out there, who is trying to wreck my relationship, TRY HARD I tell you. Wanna create stories? Go ahead, cos Ahpeng and Aby won't listen to your silly stories. Break us apart? See how far you can go kay. So people, just DREAM ON! *laugh*
For now, I'm msging boyf. I've got to go. Tagboard had been removed.
This will be the last update in blog, I think. I think aje. Hehe.

On a sweet note, Aby Baby luv AhpengSat a whole lot. Nothing can make us fall apart. Insyallah, Amin. (:

2009-06-30T13:01:00.000-07:00

I'm currently busy, will update blog in a few days time. Stay tune ya'll.

On a sweet note, Rinduuu and love Ahpengsat uhhh ~

bye!

2009-06-15T14:13:00.000-07:00

malas nak blog about yesterdays. Need I say, the yesterdays are my bad days? :(

Boyf's going out today. Have fun b! I'm off to raffles place later on.

I'll leave ya'll with this, for now.

bubye!

2009-06-12T16:16:00.000-07:00

I was soundly asleep until I heard some vibration that comes from my mobile. Guess what? Boyf called 10 times and I received a message from boyf. Tido mati siol aby! Dgan muke busuk aku dan tidak berlengah-lengah, aby turon bawah kol die sey. Haha! Talked for awhile and went up straight. Phew. I feel so much better after consuming the panadol yesterday night. The awful runny nose and cramps was really unsympathetic.

Alright, I just got a message from Yaya. Raffles Place, here I come!

weekends come fast! (:

I love MY SATSAT like crazy, you know.

2009-06-11T15:18:00.000-07:00

You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night
(:

Just so you know, my hair got colour tau! So sesape yang terserempak aku pat luar tu, don't laugh okay! Haha.

‘If we don’t change the direction we are heading, we will end up where we are going’.

No more tiffs kay b? I love you, you love me!

PS: to MY SATSAT, I REALLY MISS YOU LIKE WHOA.

2009-06-09T01:58:00.000-07:00

Sunday's pictures!

Saturday's pictures!

My Saturday was lovely! I spent almost the whole day watchin kuda kepang with Satrio. Haha! Watched Sarkas. Prabu's show was not that very far from Sarkas's. So yeah, went to watch Prabu too. Both shows were fab! Met boyf after his work, accompanied him for few hours and headed to West coast to meet Satrio peeps. Went back to Ibu's crib after that. Amazingly, I had a ball of time.

As for Sunday, watched Jogoh Doyoh. Okay, malas nak elaborate. Haha!

On a happier note, Happy One Year plus One Month to Candiiestuff! We gotta meet up soon bbygrls. With lots of Joy and Love.

Things are back on track! 031108* is still going on yeah babes and dudes? Aku tak kacau kau punye, jangan kcau aku punye okay?! Bear that in mind.
Your the one I want and I'm a continue lovin.
You are everything in my life, see the joy you bring.
And ain't no one I can compare you to.
I'm head over heels in love with you boyf.
He's mine, all mine.
Boyf's asleep. Till then.

2009-06-04T03:25:00.000-07:00

It's official.
Tired with everything including myself.
I seek advices from bbygrls last night because their advices definitely knock some sense and bring you back to reality.
If you think I am not suffering, you are effing wrong. You just don't know how sleepless nights I have to go thru. Why, when everything seems to be so good, it don't last. The tears just cant stop flowing.

Need I say, HE-WHO-DON'T-BOTHER-AT-ALL?

PS: I should regain back my enormous ego when I know that by now, you already got someone else in mind.

I will blog soon.

2009-06-02T16:00:00.000-07:00

People! This is the second post of the day.

My reply tags to you.

Unknown: omgee, youre so pretty :O
Reply: Aby's so pretty? Hehe, how sweet. Insert name la, better! Thankyou! =D

AHPENG: ay baby !! byk colok eh kaw !! haha..i love eu even more nw !! hehe..bye darl..
Reply: bby! aku bnyk colok? wher got! Awww, so sweet of you. I luv u as much as u luv me.

TAUFIQ: Superkia (!) TAGGED ! Blogg hopper (:
Reply: Thanks for taggin! =D

tata: hey..aby..u look so cute
Reply: hey! who are you? thanks!

tata: do add more blog about your days..its so interesting storys u get!!
Reply: yeah sure thing!

ekinstar: cheer up ok aby ? tc hunns.
Reply: beb! thanks for comfortin. tc luv!

For those who asked me to link or relink, will link or relink you guys soon alright!

Stay tune. =D

2009-06-02T10:00:00.000-07:00

Been busy like a bee. Like omg, I was being locked up at Jurong HQ in the morning about 1am. Furthemore, I was being handcuffed like as if I committed a serious crime. Wharthe hellll. Okay, I'm ubber lazy to elaborate. Yang lain, jangan tanye okay? Yang rapat sajelah akan tahu. *apologies*

At some point of time, I just feel like screaming.
EGO. That three letter word is very dangerous.
Once in awhile I questioned myself. what , why and etc.
It helps. I'm aware of the things I'm suppose to deal with.
I learned along the way. I feel like bursting into tears right now.
I'm weak, where's the new level in me? Where?
I don't get it, why oh why. =(

I love my boyf as much as he loves me. Tomorrow's our big day, is he goena remember? Let's watch and see.

Till then.

2009-05-21T03:35:00.000-07:00

I'm finally back home. I slept over Ibu's crib for three days.

Had whale of time laughing on each other’s reallyreally funny antics with Irfan. Plainly fooling around with each other. Genuine smiles and roaring laughter, they give meaning to laughter being the best medicine. don’t you agree? =D
As usual la, Yana is always with her lappy da macam isi dengan kuku. Hehehe.
Anywhoos, my three days were greatly spent, I tell you.

Sister came and asked for the lappy when I was webby-ing with boyf. Urgh. Kacau daun uh!

Now, boyf is offline. Tak sempat cakap bye bye, love love and muwah muwah pat die. So sad. Nevermind, there's always a next time, right? Look at my tagboard, boyf sent a tag. Yes! Tag bby tag. Tag more, alright? Kau rindu aku kan? Aku pon rindu kau! Must meet soon! Meet soooooonnn bodoh! Ooooooooooooooooo, only bby knows about that many Os. I miss doing it together with him, facing right infront of each other. Sayang kau sampai atas langit!

Okay darlings, boyf is offline now. Well, I got to go for now before he thinks different.
morning yall!

2009-05-18T00:47:00.000-07:00

Hey earthlings!
Watched Wijaya Kusuma at Boonlay with peeps. Hell yeah, boyf was there too!
I made you angry just now, I apologise. I won't do it again, I promise. I wanna give you the best I can, I swear. I wasn't in the happy mood just now. As you know, my stomach was sucha fcuk! I don't wish to elaborate more. I'm feeling the tiredness, I need to snuggle under the comforters now.

bubye!

2009-05-14T13:26:00.000-07:00

The weather is kinda hot today. I'm rotting. Rotting as usual. Mom's getting ready for work. I'll be alone at home after this. Boyf is still asleep, maybe? Call me veryveryveryveryvery soon. I'll be waiting! Gee. I miss him terribly. I'm craving for ciggs, seriously honestly!
Okay, I'm speechless now. I don't know what else to blog about. I'll update more if I don't feel lazy later.

Watch the videos below!

Mom used to have her cd, somehow an idiot broke it. Fcukeh! She's prettaye, isn't it? I'm oh so in love with her face.

While I was searching for videos, I came across this one. This is spectacular!

Stay tune =D

2009-05-13T18:50:00.000-07:00

Well, I've got nothing much to do at home, so yeah, here's a second post of the day.

Temptation of going Tampines 1 is getting higher. HAHA! The previous time I went was last month? Yeah, I guess so. It was packed like hell. Even shopping centre at Town isn't as packed as Tampines 1.

As a resident in the North, I'm actually very envy once I checked out that Tampines 1 had great shopping outlet like Topshop and Dorothy Perkins. Where can you find that in the north?
Even the biggest shopping outlet in the west like IMM doesn’t have Topshop.
How bias can this be?!
Alright, let's drop about this.

Having physics paper tomorrow. Gosh, I dislike science, puik! I don't think I can do well for tomorrow's paper. You guys wanna know what I'll be doing for tomorrow's paper? Do some questions and then go to sleep. Zzzzzzzz. HAHA! NONONO! I won't do that okay! I will try my veryvery best eventhough I've not been studying physics. I wanna earn some marks. Some marks jadilah. =D

I'm waiting for boyf's call like a paranoia girl who is feeling insecure almost about everything.

Hold on, my house phone is ringing! I wanna go and answer the call! BRB

Okay, I'm back! Guess who called? It's boyf lah. Like finally, he's back home. Phew. Bby, I need my spectacle. I effing need it okay. We didn't really talk much cos he's tired of talking, maybe? Well at least he made some effort to beep me. Before ending the convo he said, I sayang kau! Hehehe. Muwah muwah muwah muwah muwah! Tsk. I luv MY SATSAT okay! Get that clear.

I'm meeting sis bons about an hour later. Kentucky Fried Chicken, here I come! Wheee.

cheers!

2009-05-13T14:09:00.000-07:00

Things which I didn't expect to happen, happened. Now, things aint like always, like before. I kept telling myself, I don't care what people thinks. Honest truth is I actually cared. Gosh, I don't wish continue talking about it. I don't feel nice. Friday, come quick.

I think I'm staring to like how my life is going, for now I guess :x

I miss Boyfriend and Asyuraa!

2009-05-12T22:28:00.000-07:00

My head is spinning.

2009-05-03T22:13:00.000-07:00

szup!

A night over Ibu's crib yesterday. It was fun, dammit! Haha. kecoh nak mampos. Woke up early in the morning, got prepared and headed to Pandan for Kuda Kepang. I don't wish to talk about yesterday's Kuda Kepang outing. Grawrrr.

Guess whart, today's our six monthsary. Gee, I feel so glad after receiving his message. Awww, how sweet! Apologies, picture di bawahh ada blur sikit. Hehe.

When love first comes and all seems right;
It’s beyond our reason that we two can fight.
Yet fights will come, and anger might thrive,
So let’s try to be sure that our love will survive.
My love for you is strong my SATSAT!
I always yearn to come to you,
be with you,
connect with you,
unite with you,
merge with you.
I always love to nurture you,
nourish you,
meet your needs,
feed your hungers.
I will always cherish you,
treasure you,
adore you.
I love MY AHPENG SATSAT!

2009-05-01T22:58:00.000-07:00

Weekends come fast.

Training was cancelled. So yeah, watched Sapto Manunggal Jiwo. The two pictures below was captured under his block before watching SMJ.

The one that will never fail to make my day =D

chaos!

2009-04-30T21:30:00.000-07:00

Mama bought a new phone for me! Whee, how good. Thank you soooo much! I love you!

2009-04-27T21:32:00.000-07:00

I woke up late today, tak pergi sekolah lagi. I'm wondering, how am I gonna do well in my studies if I'm always absent from school? How? Some suggestions, people? I really don't know how to overcome this matter. I can't cope with my studies. Start working? BULLSHIT. Hell no, I'm just 14. I don't wanna be a roadside sweeper neither a cleaner. NOOO! Need I say, start thinking? Come on la Aby.

I'm confused.

Here's a song. Current fav!

Stay tune for the next update, bubye readers!

I love you!

2009-04-26T23:33:00.000-07:00

I'm dead bored, so here's a quick update yeah.
Went to watch Wijaya Kusuma at West Coast in the afternoon.
And yeah after that, headed to some places.
Obviously, I don't know what to update actually. HAHA, apologies!

And I'm off to hit the shower.

I love you baby!

2009-04-25T23:47:00.000-07:00

I was late for kuda kepang today due to some silly reasons.
Papa, I wanna killl youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu man! Urgh.
Sister, please la, control your anger.
I'm so sorry granny, missing you.

Here are two pictures, which was captured today.

For more pictures, visit this website, http://satrioperkoso.multiply.com/

I don't wish to type any longer.

mwah =D

2009-04-24T23:36:00.000-07:00

I miss granny so much. I can't wait for tomorrow, visiting her new place.

I COULD TURN BACK THE TIME, I WISH. *sobs*

I'll be heading to Tampines after that for kuda kepang, I guess.
Peeps out there, catch Satrio Perkoso and Puspasari tomorrow at Tampines st 32. HEHE.

Lots of people said that I'm gaining weight? Am I? Never really thought that I act grown chubby and fat. How? Oh no. Maybe, I'm gaining weight because I never stop eating after midnight. Futhermore, before going to bed, I can even call mama just to inform her to wake me up if she brings back food. I have to stop eating after midnight and eat less for now. Let's burn the fats! Slimming pills will help right? Any suggestion?

I love you!

2009-04-23T22:39:00.000-07:00

Did you feel the strong winds yesterday?
I felt that and I was pretty shocked.

The NEA says the strong winds were caused by a Sumatra squall, named as such because the storm usually develops overnight in Sumatra and the Strait of Malacca, before sweeping into Singapore between midnight and daybreak.

NEA says such storms usually occur between April and September.

For the rest of the month, we can expect another one or two Sumatra squalls, but they are unlikely to be as severe as the one on Wednesday night. "

Taken from: http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/424439/1/.html

I read further on the effects or what can happen in the next few months, mann it's even scary to know.

Search for Japanese Quake and Tsunami Predicted July 22 2009.

Went to Raffles and helped mama. How good. HAHA.
Well, today was quite tiring. I don't wish to type more.

Bubye! Stay tune. =D
I love you baby!

2009-04-22T15:52:00.000-07:00

First and foremost,

My mobile is dead now. Sungguh menyedihkan. I want a new mobile phone please mama! I'm so goena miss my 5610 mobile phone which is dead now. *screams*

Yesterday, I didn't had the chance to catch up with cs babies at Marina. Whart a waste, I missed the fun! My bad. Cs babies, I apologise for not meetin you grls. Obviously, I can't wait for next outin. More and more outin would be freakin awesome. So yeah, meet you bbygrls this sat!

As day goes by, the temptation of going for trainin is runnin high. I think I'm obsessed with the soccer teammates. I mean, if you have the most gerek trainin their ass off with you, isn't that awesome?

Well last but not least, you must be wonderin, how's school. I've not been goin to school the past few days, as usual due to laziness. Hahah.

I'm off to school now with mama to meet dm. :/

yup, that's it till I have the time to update more. hehe =D

I love you!

2009-03-27T20:28:00.001-07:00

Appreciate the supporters.
Hog the attention.
Love your enemies.
Embrace your friends.

Boyf just called. I miss lying down with him while talkin and laughin at his jokes.
Obviously, I miss him. Padehal baru meet him yesterday. Wahaha.
I'm dead bored here. I don't wish to type any longer. See you on next update! Stay tune.
mwah =D

smoooches

2009-03-26T22:19:00.000-07:00

Yaw, I'm back!
Well, previous blog was hacked by you know, some people who should, GET A LIFE! *shouts*
Past updates are gone now. Everythin is gone. :(
So here, a new fresh and simple blog.

Finally, I'm gettin things moving and settling back on track. Tryin to adjust myself to priorities. gee. First and for most, I miss kickin balls, it's soccer okay people. HAHA. I miss my peepos in school, Aqilah Aqilah Aqilah. I miss my ''kaki macam jantan cousin'', Ira Happy. She's my fav. Grawrr, I miss her, really. Not forgettin, I miss candiiestuff babies too! Lolli, Estella, I miss going nuts with you guys. Everyone's busy with their own thang. sobsob*

Lolli edit this, sweet and cute, isn't it?

I'm on the very right hand side. Look at me, soo faaaaattt.

March holidays wasn't really excitin. Like durh, I was down with fever. But but! The best part is, boyf is there when I'm in need of him. Thanks to boyf of takin good care of me. I've thanked you ay boyf. I love bby so much! Will upload some pictures soon.
Grl, I knew everythin. Keep your hands off my boy. I can be selfish but I chose not to. B, you should know whart to do.

Stay tune. mwah =D